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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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9:07 pm - @ laaaaaaaast~
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oh gawd, at laaaaaaaaast, i got mi internet :D. it's wireless actually, the landlord's son is smart like that XD. it's pretty fast than my DSL in bahrain too, which is quite shocking, 'cuz i didnt know wireless can be faster :p (think, 21MB in 2 mins). anywho, Zone Labs was also being beeyotchy, but that also have been resolved, so i guess it's all good.
so yeah, i guess, i will no longer be lingering outside anymore XD. nah, jk jk, socializing is good... hah, as if i do. but yeah, being out is good, even if it's alone. ALTHOUGH, i stayed out too late one nite after mi stupeeed frenz decided to have a party so late. so i was waiting for the train at around 10pm, n some guy was drunk. it was dark, n kinda quiet even if it's in the campus [train passes thru campus]. luckily, there was another girl [stranger] with me. that drunk guy was... pretty drunk O_o. he kept swearing at us, n in the train [yeah, wat bad luck], he sat across from us n started to freak us out by giggling at us... [wat in his hollow head wud he think that it'll scare us?? O_o]. so at last, this other girl said she's gonna call the police if he didnt stop. n of course, he cursed n went elsewhere. and luckily again, he didnt stop where we stopped.
sighhh, was freaky, but i got a new fren, n it's freaky how we have A LOT of things alike... i shud call her :p LOL XD.
ps: ashlee simpson is on the roll!!
current mood:  chipper
current music: didn't steal your boyfriend - ashlee simpson
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| Friday, September 9th, 2005
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12:10 pm - ^^;;
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 listening to: pon de replay - rihanna
okkeee, i shudnt bombard u w/ more boring orientation events XD... or anything at all for that matter, but i wanna! XD the comp in the univ is actually quite fast, shocking XD. sadly they wont let us use our beloved MSN Messenger... or any other kind of chat thing. but anyways, good 'nuff.
so, mi class started today, n so much for good impression, i went late.... yeah, so i wont be branded as a 'nerd' that's for sure. n smart me, i told the prof that i woke up late wen he asked y i was late.... cudnt have juz said i cant find the room... great going [thumbs up -__-"]. but by being late i dont have to discuss anything, hee hee XD, so i juz jot down the notes that came up while they were discussing XD.
anyways, besides from studying, i was also thinking of working. so i applied to some food services n library on campus. my resume looks like crap n will be having a mock interview next week >_<. hope it all goes well... well, it's juz a mock XD. so... i guess that's it for now... i shud write in LJ actually... but too lazy XD
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Sexy Little Thug (In Da Club) - Beyonce
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| Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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1:08 pm - GLBT
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GLBT... y did i have to pick that brochure up?? well, i went to mi orientation, so then i signed the guestbook or watever, then went to pick the brochures... n i picked up GLBT... i wasnt reading it or any brochure, i juz pick out watever out of nervousness. then wen i came home i started going thru the brochures n found out that GLBT is Gay Lesbian Bisexual Transgender.... yuh >_< i hope no one saw wat i picked up [there mite be a coordinator looking though], it's so embarrasseeeeeeeeeeeeng to think of it >_<"... i REALLY hope no one saw TT____TT.
so anywho, orien went well, made some frenz, n the orien itself sux XD. but we'll see wat happens tomorrow since we're touring downtown. which reminds me i gotta get some money from the ATM O_o
current mood:  embarrassed
current music: humming 7/4 - Ayumi Hamasaki
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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1:39 pm - i've got a burger in my bedrooom XD
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yes, i hide a burger in mi bedroom... nope, not b'cuz i wanna gulp it in the mid of the nite, but b'cuz mi aunt will throw it away if it's still in the fridge... come on! it tastes good XD.
ok, i juz mite be happy for the night. the first day of orientation doesn't seem to have a lot of socializing, i can relax for the time being... although a lil nervous still. juz wondering that the first program of ISSO orien is 'pick up' a guide... so i juz pick up n go or pick up n listen to boring stuff?? maybe i'll juz skip this one n go buy a CUSA kit... :p... dont wanna do that till i make sum frenz first XD... which i hope i do [cross fingers... well, actually praying wud be better XD]. okkee, so that's for tomorrow, at 2pm... i can freak out later XD.
anywho, im also trying a new layout for lj... going great, juz that some code wont respond properly n i have to keep on finding it on the net :p... sighhhhhhhhhhhh, i hope i will able to get net wen i get to the new house... n wondering if the landlord will let the technician drill hole in a wall for the DSL XD
current mood:  nervous
current music: Chaotic - Britney Spears
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| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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12:37 pm - ka-ray-zeeeeee!!!
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crud, i have to move out on saturday... im suppose to move out tomorrow! not that im that desperate to go, but it will be so much of a hassle if it's on saturday. cuz 1, i have orientation on friday, and the pickin-n-dropping is driving me crazy, 2, i have to wait till mi uncle pick me up, not wen i wanna go home... the landlord says she is fixing the window or sumth... juz wondering which window, cuz if it's not my room window, then who cares.... sighhh... im wondering if anyone will actually go to the ISSO (formerly ISA) orientation. n on the first day it's not meet 'n' greet... it's 'pick-up' a guide day, so yeah, no interaction at all -___-"... wondering if i shud go on the first day. n frankly the schedule kinda sux, it seems like the students wont be interacting much, n hence, i will be frenless, great job carleton....
dunno wat happened today, in the afternoon i was juz hauling everything i ate out -__-". prolly b'cuz i ate very late than usual or i ate sumthing unsual in... i dunno. so i slept very early n woke up at midnight O_o... great going....
current mood:  sick
current music: about you - Ayumi Hamasaki
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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10:19 pm - last saturday
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ahhh, can u believe today, next week, i'll be going to another house already?... well, it's not that unbelievable, but it's so fast. anywho, today, my aunt 'borrowed' a shih-tsu [dunno how to spell it :p] from her fren so tht shoga [her dog...well, her daughter's dog] cud play w/ her. oh, n he plays alrite, he keeps humping the poor thing, LOL XD. after funning around the garden for a while, they stop at this mini waterfall thingy, y'know, to drink water. but then that shih-tsu slipped rite into it. it was hilarious XD. i wasnt supposed to laugh, but only the dog's body was wet so she got this big-head small-body going on, LOL XD... yeah, after that shoga stopped humping her XD LOL.
anyways, downloading Adobe Illustrator CS. im planning to take an online illustration class... n u get a bachelor! im thinking of taking fashion d online too, cuz the on in canada it gives a diploma... n they also interview... n i suck at interview. they called me once, n i juz stuttered n kept repeating, "i like it b'cuz it's nice, n i like it..."... yeah, VERY nice...
current mood: chipper
current music: Some Say - Sum 41
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| Friday, August 26th, 2005
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3:03 am - awww... memories... how they can sooo make u wanna killself
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alright... not doing anything, n using net 3 times a week... mi uncle n his wife is prolly cursing me mentally for that XD. no sewing class either cuz mi teacher has to go help w/ the thai embassy Quebec city event thingy until 28th... which she gets $120 per day. which i will also gladly go if sumone told me that. n they had the courtesy to say, "oh, u shud've go!"... i wud go u dinghead! y didnt u say tht it's a paid job in the first place?!
sighhh... aneeeways... good riddance XD, naww, jk jk. im bored, n mi uncle said i shud go to the library... y'know to getting use to walking alone n all. but see, w/ me, if it's not entirely important matter, i wudnt step out of mi house XD. but i shud... there's always sumth pulling me back....
so, been lookin up for some online classes n univ i wud go to after CU... n thinking of the past that i wanna go to UK juz kills me... feels weird that it didnt come true... but who's to say, there're more failures than success ;)
current mood:  content
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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11:05 pm - nothing more to whine
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ahhh, start ur countdowns people, university is about to start.... why aren't i excited? :p well, most of you know it already, so im not gonna torture u all w/ my ol' whinings (since i already did that in the last 2 months). anywho let's review mi CU courses again XD (so i can torture whoever is reading):
PSYC 1001: Intro to Psychology
JAPA 1200: Intensive Intro to Japanese
LALS 1001: Intro to Linguistics
FYSM 1607: Thinking & Knowing (seminar)
there u go XD, go ahead and kill me XD. anyways *half-dead from the people's guillotine<--is that how u spell it?* i'm wondering why i didnt take up graphic design instead of psychology (though there's not GD in CU, but in general). i know it's prolly that im freaking out that y i'm doubting my current courses. but GD seems like sumth more suitable.... oh well shud stop freaking out... if CU dunnt go well, i go digital XD.
current mood: anxious
current music: Don't Lie - Black Eyed Peas
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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9:12 am - aLone...
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Gaaah, I’m gonna freak out soon -___-“. This morning I realized that I’ll be alone in a stranger’s house soon! Well, duh, but I’ve never thought of it, until now. After that I just couldn’t continue sleeping (I’m a VERY late riser…). It’s just very unsettling. I dunno, maybe I won’t have time to worry about that, since I’m moving in on Sept 1, then the next day will already be my orientation (which, I’m still not convinced about it; even thought of skipping it). But then again, it’s time to start learning.
So… anyways, this will probably be the last week of my sewing class XD. And JUST bought a sewing machine (wondering what I was doing in my sewing class… and not sewing…). But I already got the basic construction of shirt, n pants, n etc. I’ll just have to do my portfolio and go wild XD.
Still need to tell mi uncle to change his net to unlimited time, since I’m too lazy (n a wimp) to call the net provider for a DSL at my new house/ room. I know it’s a bunch slower with dial-up, but I’ll make up that time by using it for hours XD… and phone is disabled… and I have to pay half the phone bill -___-“…. Getting a DSL started to sound good now doesn’t it? XD
current mood: worried
current music: We Believe - Good Charlotte
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| Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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6:55 pm - brrrr XD
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Hmmphhh… I’m so bored. Well, I wouldn’t be complaining about that for long now… just 10-11 days till I move out. I’m in a situation which is kinda like, “at last I’ll get my personal space,” and “gawd, I have to do things on my own now!” You know, conflicting thoughts which feels like a lose-lose thing. But I’m alright I guess. No harm done. It just feels different, and the first step to independence and maturity is always scary. “You can do it; you can’t do it…” who knows?
Anywho, that aside. It’s the first time in years which makes me think to this person, “go die!!” This one is just unbelievably arrogant and always has to be right! I mean, COME ON! Take a look around, or do I have to smack your head 360° so that you have a full view of it?!?! *deeeep-breath*…. Of course I didn’t do that, it just pisses me off when someone doesn’t listen and is closed-minded. Oh well… other stuff to worry about-- *wink* XD.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Moments - Ayumi Hamasaki
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3:47 am - WooHOooo
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okee, juz testing mi journal since i hadnt used it for a looooooooooong while XD. anywho, it's working well, n i'll prolly add more stuff to it O_o... or not.... but anyways, i shud get off, wasting mi net money... which is not mine... n i mite be net-less for a while T___T. so... 1hr of customizing n still lost XD, i shall go to sleep XD. a special thx to dijjy who gave me the link to the tut site ;)
current mood:  accomplished
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